I just had to write some crap and get this out of my head. For the past one week life has been a roller coaster ride. Things have not been going on too well for me personally or professionally. Old relationships are straining… or almost broken; and in whose place some new ones are being forged. Nevertheless these are some of those classic days when life really tells you who is the boss. So I would update my new status on my progress as …
No thought
No Feelings
No Direction
No Ambition
No Goal
No Path
… I guess for all clinical reasons im alive, and as an individual im dead. The difficult part is to try and comprehend if im actually getting closer to enlightenment or is it that the mind has started to ignore the outside world to protect the inner self… These moments of Kensho are very confusing.
